☢ Profiles ☢
Fursona icons and bouncy pixels show how we percieve of ourselves in relation to the main fursona, though some of us have more distinct self-perceptions and/or also have individual fursonas.
Other icons are just characters or images we like.
Sexual orientation is a bit complicated so we removed it from the bios. We consider ourselves queer because the collective self is queer. Most parts could reasonably be considered somewhere on the asexual and/or aromantic spectrum. Parts which experience sexual attraction are exclusively interested in men.
Salem | |
| Type: | ANP/EP |
|---|---|
| Fronts: | very often |
| Age: | 29 (same as body) |
| Gender: | male (he/it) |
| Species: | cat monster |
| Colour Key: | bright purple |
Current and life-long host. Handles a lot of social interactions. Formerly worked retail.
Manages the system by understanding individual parts and how they work together. Mediates conflicts, finds compromises, makes final decisions. Reacts to and avoids physical danger.
Hyperempathetic to the point of causing problems. Socially anxious and people-pleasing. Ambitious and a bit egotistical, but easily discouraged. Carries a lot of shame and insecurity.
Delta | |
| Type: | ANP |
|---|---|
| Fronts: | very often |
| Age: | 29 (same as body) |
| Gender: | male (he/it) |
| Species: | cat monster |
| Colour Key: | lime green |
Current and long-term host. Previously handled school and does our current teaching job. Socializes with friends & peers.
Front gatekeeper & emotional regulator. Prevents others from fronting or influencing front when necessary.
Extremely pragmatic and emotionally detached, but also prone to procrastination and indecision. Engages in restrictive behaviours. High-masking, but still experiences anxiety and insecurity.
Topaz | |
| Type: | ANP/EP |
|---|---|
| Fronts: | very often |
| Age: | ancient (adult) |
| Gender: | male (he/it) |
| Species: | ice dragon |
| Colour Key: | teal / cyan |
Current and life-long host, minus a few years of dormancy in our early teens. Introverted, but easily the most social part. Often handles situations that make other parts uncomfortable.
Adventurous; likes to push us out of our comfort zone. Stands up for himself and others. Not afraid to voice his opinions, needs, and desires. Passionate and outspoken. Openly expresses his sexuality.
Impulsive and temperamental. Can be argumentative and instigate conflicts, but not deliberately persecutory.
Kitty | |
| Type: | ANP/EP |
|---|---|
| Fronts: | often |
| Age: | 13 |
| Gender: | female (she/it) |
| Species: | human-cat hybrid |
| Colour Key: | magenta |
System archivist and former host (middle school). Catalogues and stores memories but can't necessarily access their contents. Passes information between parts. Almost always co-conscious.
Shy and soft-spoken. Prefers to only socialize with people she trusts.
Often anxious or depressed. Occasionally experiences paranoia. Feels emotional and physical pain very deeply. Becomes mute when overwhelmed.
Jade | |
| Type: | ANP |
|---|---|
| Fronts: | sometimes |
| Age: | around 27 |
| Gender: | female (she/it/any) |
| Species: | zombie cat |
| Colour Key: | turquoise |
Former host (elementary school). Handled schoolwork and not much else. Was dormant for a long time up until very recently. Feels slightly younger than the body from lack of experience.
Easy-going but emotionally detached. Does not currently have a "job" in the system so feels a bit aimless, but handles daily life with ease when she fronts.
Rin | |
| Type: | ANP/EP |
|---|---|
| Fronts: | sometimes |
| Age: | 14 |
| Gender: | female (she/her) |
| Species: | vampire cat / umbreon |
| Colour Key: | red |
Former host (middle school). The most overt "fight part" of the system. Usually calm and calculated, but quick to anger. Hostile towards external threats (perceived and actual).
Motivated by strong values of justice, fairness, honesty, and loyalty.
Antisocial and generally distrusting. Carries an intense rage for past mistreatment and holds long-term grudges. Cannot stand being made to feel powerless of inferior. Dislikes most of the system and most other people.
Kat | |
| Type: | ANP/EP |
|---|---|
| Fronts: | sometimes |
| Age: | 6 |
| Gender: | female (she/her) |
| Species: | lynx |
| Colour Key: | hot pink |
Former host (early elementary school). Does not want to grow up, so remains a child by choice. One of the only parts that can freely express joy.
Memory gatekeeper & emotional regulator. Has some control over which memories other parts can access, but can't prevent "leakage" or flashbacks.
Playful, creative, and highly opinionated. Has very little patience for "boring stuff." Prone to black-and-white thinking.
Obsidian | |
| Type: | EP |
|---|---|
| Fronts: | rarely |
| Age: | 29 (same as body) |
| Gender: | male (he/it) |
| Species: | shadow cat monster |
| Colour Key: | black |
Unapologetic persecutor. Hates every part of the system on a deeply personal level. In his words, his job is to "keep us in our place."
Frequently threatens, insults, and argues with other parts. Says whatever will evoke a negative reaction. Particularly aggressive with more vulnerable and emotional parts.
The only part that currently engages in physical self-harm.
Luke | |
| Type: | EP |
|---|---|
| Fronts: | almost never |
| Age: | 16 |
| Gender: | male (he/him) |
| Species: | cat monster |
| Colour Key: | royal purple |
The older of the two Lukes in felt age but formed later in life. Experiences paranoid and persecutory delusions. Extremely derealized and deep in denial.
Deeply angry and resentful. Simultaneously denies that the others exist while also hating them for "taking over his life" and not letting him kill himself.
Able to take on the internal "voice" of other parts of the system, which he does to instigate conflicts.
Young Luke | |
| Type: | EP |
|---|---|
| Fronts: | rarely |
| Age: | 9 or 14 (depends on mood) |
| Gender: | male (he/him) |
| Species: | feline |
| Colour Key: | sky blue |
The younger of the two Lukes in felt age but formed earlier in life. Sensitive, timid, and easily upset. Carries a lot of anxiety, despair, self-blame, and self-doubt. Prone to paranoia and suicidality.
Often presents as a near-constant chatter of anxious background noise. Also known to "sneak up" on the current fronter and flood them with strong negative emotions.
Spike | |
| Type: | EP |
|---|---|
| Fronts: | almost never |
| Age: | around 5 |
| Gender: | female (she/her) |
| Species: | fire dragon |
| Colour Key: | indigo |
"Witnessed" early childhood trauma as an out-of-body experience. Fixates on thoughts and fantasies relating to what she saw, seeking to recreate the feeling.
Often influences front, but dislikes being directly perceived. Occasionally cooperative, but more often hostile towards other parts and people. Mildly persecutory; a bit like a child bully.
Blue | |
| Type: | EP |
|---|---|
| Fronts: | rarely |
| Age: | 4 |
| Gender: | male (he/him) |
| Species: | domestic cat |
| Colour Key: | cobalt blue |
Quiet but emotionally complex. Generally nervous and prone to episodes of intense primal fear. Usually becomes distressed when fronting so remains internal unless triggered.
The only part who can express grief over loss (literal and metaphorical). Generally distrusting but can become overly attached to "safe" people.
Kitten | |
| Type: | EP |
|---|---|
| Fronts: | rarely |
| Age: | around 3 |
| Gender: | female (she/it) |
| Species: | domestic cat |
| Colour Key: | white |
Experienced the physical sensations of early childhood trauma and carries those memories. Cannot speak and has no emotions. Communicates through sensory memories and abstract thought.
Crystal | |
| Type: | EP |
|---|---|
| Fronts: | almost never |
| Age: | around 3 |
| Gender: | female (she/her) |
| Species: | fairy cat |
| Colour Key: | bubblegum pink |
Not much is known about her besides that she exists. Possibly exists to "preserve" the pre-traumatized state.
Likely the source of occasional delusional thoughts that we are dreaming. Similar to Luke in that regard, but blissful rather than distressed.
Silver | |
| Type: | EP |
|---|---|
| Fronts: | almost never |
| Age: | adult |
| Gender: | male (it/he) |
| Species: | snow leopard |
| Colour Key: | silver / steel |
Reclusive and antisocial. Formed from a desire to escape a perceived hopeless situation. Compartmentalizes the feeling of disconnection from humans and human society.
Non-verbal; communicates through feelings, images, and abstract thought. Attempts to self-sooth through fantasies and physical actions.
Saffron |
Past part. Briefly split from Salem as a reaction to a combination of traumatic memory flooding, system awareness, and general life stress. Was able to reintegrate relatively quickly.
Shadow Man |
Past part. Existed from early childhood to young adulthood before being absorbed by Obsidian.
Mostly existed to scare and threaten other parts of the system. Introjected just about every cruel thing an adult ever did or said to us. Prior to system awareness we'd believed it to be a hallucination.
Timeline
Subject to change as we heal and learn more about ourself :3
2026
- June — Saffron fused into Salem
- April — Saffron split from Salem
- March — Jade came out of dormancy
2019
- Summer — Silver split from Delta (probably)
2018(?)
- Shadow Man fused into Obsidian
2017
- July — Obsidian split from Salem
2014
- March — Delta split from Salem
- March — Topaz came out of dormancy
- Host change: Salem, Delta, and Topaz
2013
- March — Luke split from Salem
2012(?)
- Host change: Salem
2010
- January — Kitty split from Salem
- Host change: Salem, Rin, and Kitty
2008
- Summer — Jade went dormant
- Fall — Topaz went dormant
- Host change: Salem and Rin
2006
- Fall — Young Luke split from Salem (probably)
2005
- Fall — Rin formed and took aspects from both Salem and Topaz
- Host change: Salem, Topaz, and Jade
2003
- Fall — Kat formed and took aspects from both Salem and Topaz
- Fall — Jade split from Salem (probably)
- Host change: Salem, Topaz, Kat, and Jade
2001
- Parts that existed by this point: Salem, Topaz, Blue, Spike, Crystal, Kitten, and Shadow Man
- Original hosts: Salem and Topaz
1996
- December — we were bornt