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Timeline Correction
02/27/26
Hiiiii Delta is pestering me to post about this on the website too.
Turns out he was wrong about the exact order of events (big surprise), which cleared up some stuff that didn't feel right about the timeline
I can remember some of elementary school and even a little bit of preschool, so I'm probably older than even Red is. So his new theory is that me and Blue split at the same time when we were 4, then I got older while he didn't. I don't remember the cause of it, exactly.
I think I was made to be older in the first place, y'know. I played with her when she was little because she was very lonely and needed someone bigger and stronger to protect her from bullies. At that time I was called Fyra and she drew me as a big adult dragon, but I'm not literally a dragon and I wasn't an adult lol I was just another little girl she could be friends with when she didn't have anyone else.
I would stand up to bullies for her sometimes but I wasn't really that good at it. Sometimes I made the situation worse even when I was just trying to help. I got her in trouble quite a bit for mouthing off lol. I'm not that great with my words either but I was brave enough to use them when she couldn't.
Then when she got older she started to be ashamed of me so I went away for a bit. Then after we were hospitalized in high school I came back because Matt needed somebody to hold some of the feelings he was uncomfortable dealing with. Then Matt didn't want to deal with me either so I went away again until a few years ago when I was tired of being surpressed and started slipping in when Salem wasn't looking and letting him think my ideas were his ideas. So, there are some gaps in my memory too.
I wouldn't say that I'm mean (unlike somebody), but I think I can come off as rude by being direct and self-confident. I'm pretty much the only one here with an ounce of self respect so like somebody's gotta stick up for us and not in a way that's just trying to hurt people (unlike SOMEBODY).
Anyways those other two have problems with me too but like I've said I really don't care what they do unless it negatively impacts me and I'm more than willing to compromise. They don't like that I want to drink and smoke and have sex so I only drink on the weekends bc Delta doesn't like to be hungover at work, and I only do kink because it's not as triggering, easy-as. Basically I don't really think I am a problem because while they say I'm impulsive and don't have any self control I'm obviously more respectful of them than they are of me lol. I ain't going away again bitch!!!